Tuesday, July 13, 2010

This blog is a little peek into my "quiet time" for the past week. Hopefully it'll help someone as it has helped me.

"...You do not stay angry forever but delight to show mercy." -Micah 7:18 (NIV)

Read that again. God delights to show mercy. Do you?
I know I don't always jump at the chance to be merciful. In fact, I usually think to myself something along the lines of, "Wow, that person sure is lucky that I'm showing them a little mercy right now. If I wanted to, I could totally rip them a new one." Or, I will "forgive" someone, but never truly let the grudge go.

For example, here's what happened to me yesterday:
Scenario #1:
I went to Office Max. I didn't bother with a cart, just thought I'd make a quick trip in. So, I'm standing at the checkout, juggling an armload of stuff & waiting for the person in front of me. All of a sudden, 'Mr. Rude' comes out of nowhere and totally cuts me off in line! Did I say anything? Nope. I'm merciful, right? Evidently, this "gentlemen" has a busier schedule than me, so I let it go.

Scenario #2:
I follow up my Office Max trip with a stop at the dreaded post office. (I mean, have you ever had to stand in line at the post office? Bleccchhh.) I'm walking in, and this lady comes swooping in from the other direction and scoots her way in front of me without giving me a 2nd glance. Ugh! Twice in one day I get cut off in standing in line within 30 minutes of each other? Grrrrr... Do I say anything to said lady? No. See reason above.

Scenario #3:
I was cut off in traffic by a big freakin' truck while I'm driving in my little Ford Escort 4-cylinder glorified Go-Kart (on a gravel road in a construction zone with my kids in the car, to add a few more things to be pissed about and not-so-merciful).

Am I ever like God, who actually finds it a delight to show mercy? I mean, when you are showing mercy, doesn't that mean someone has wronged you somehow? How can we delight in that? We've all heard the saying "forgive, but not forget", but what if being merciful means you have to completely wipe the "wrongs" from your memory? Maybe you can't forgive until you forget.

Psalm 103:12 says this is how God shows mercy to us: "As far as the east is from the west, so far has he removed our transgressions from us."

In other words, He forgets our transgressions! How does He do it? I choose to think it's through a LOVE we cannot comprehend. See, Jesus LOVES us MORE than we can fathom, and He proved it by dying for us.

"It was a perfect sacrifice by a perfect person to perfect some very imperfect people..."
-Hebrews 10:14 (The Message)

God knows we are imperfect. He knows we will fail time & time again, and we will do things without thinking about them, or caring how our actions affect other people. He knows that some days I'm the rude lady at the post office. And He shows me mercy even when I am unmerciful toward others. The next time you run across another imperfect person who needs your forgiveness, maybe you should try doing what God does... and just fuhgeddabouddit.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

I was cut off in line at the airport (this guy got between me and my kids...grrr). So I looked at him and said, "Are you in a hurry?" He knew he'd cut me off, so for a second he looked like he was afraid I'd be mad. He said, "yeah" - so I sent him to the front of my family. But not because I was feeling merciful. Maybe just logical.
What must it be like to be genuinely merciful from the heart? Hmmm...